Monday, April 26, 2010
On Art and Its Purpose to Have No Purpose
Not to say that what I write is not veritably real, but when compared to other works of actual genius, the candle shines not quite the same as the lantern. When Ralph Vaughan Williams busted this piece out, nearly one hundred years ago, I was doomed to forever try to compose something as great. Using Reason, a couple of string sections, a brass section, and some timpani, I have endeavored many times to recapture some of the magic Vaughan Williams seemed to inherently and easily endow into his orchestrations. Not to copy him, but quantify the seemingly mystical properties of his works.
And maybe I'm one of the few to feel this way about Vaughan Williams. Yet, I think most people have this feeling about something, if not another musical artist. To call what some of these people have done just "music" is almost an insult. The works go beyond the general perception of "art", and become something more personal and meaningful. Beethoven is as much of an idea as he is a composer now. The Beatles are almost a concept, the personification of musical sensibilities and nearly the connotation of success and quality. Very "Batman Begins"-esque, their music, by it's virtue, have become something even more, greater than art. It's said that for something to be "art", it can have no other purpose than that of being art; a car, by that logic, cannot be art (though I disagree), nor can a building or appliance or video game.
I'm not so sure that necessarily true. I think that art is anything that, by it's sheer virtue, quality, or attributes, stirs the soul, and by touching the soul, transcends the base word of "art" to become something indescribable.
A Saturn V rocket can be "art".
A baby crib, first used, can be "art".
Even an execution device can be "art".
So, often during the nights I'm laying in bed, sleepless, I wonder, "Am I making art?" I hope I do. But, that's not for me to decide, because another natural trait of art is that it's expository. Michelangelo was not going to keep this or this to himself. They were meant to be seen. Meant to stir souls, and touch hearts. That can't be done alone.
I sincerely hope what we do as a band is to move people. Maybe not as in grandiose, or obviously powerful, masterful ways, but something earnest, and close. The world needs more beautiful things, things that are esemplastic, and haunting, and just plain touching. And maybe we five college-age guys can bring a small portion of that to those around us who need it.
***Shameless Plug Warning***
This Saturday, we have the great pleasure of opening for our good friend, Ben Campbell. We arranged and practiced our acoustic set yesterday (Sunday), and from where I sat, things were sounding good. So come out to the Young Life Building at 8 (directions will be posted on our facebook page) to hear some good music, and get a copy of Ben's c.d. Trust me, you will want one.
Random S.P. Fact:
Super Fans, now is the time to distinguish yourselves from, and above, other "mere fans". So, if you are what is known as a Super Fan, take note.
Here is each band members (currently) favorite artist/band:
Lee: Shane and Shane
Luke: The Rocketboys
Phillip: Ralph Vaughan Williams
Jake: The Arcade Fire
KK: Matt Pond PA
As always,
JPP
Saturday, April 10, 2010
A Not Quite Short Enough Meditation on the Relevance of Christian Rock n’ Roll
phillip suggested that i talk about what we’re doing as a band. we’re working on new songs. i like them, and i think that once you hear them, you will like them, too. gosh! i hope you do. we also have the pleasure of opening for our good friend, ben campbell, who also happens to be an exceptional songwriter in my opinion, at his cd release party on may 1. you should come. even if not for us, ben’s music is fun. it’s at 8:30 at the young life building in nacogdoches.
i’m listening to go, by jonsi right now, and am very excited about it.
phillip also suggested that i tell you what it is like to be the lead guitarist of a band. it’s fun. however, i think it is more challenging than some people think. not playing the guitar in general; that is simple if you dedicate yourself, but playing as part of a band. the first time (vocalist) luke lengl and i played together, i was resolved that i would never play with him again. he was playing all this worship-y sounding stuff, and i would have none of it: “blues riffs or death!” we’ve both grown musically since then. he is much more open to different ideas, and i have learned that being a guitarist isn’t about always being flashy, but doing what’s best for the song and the band. the edge (u2 guitarist, and a personal hero of mine) once said that there are two kinds of guitarists. one, he calls the gunslinger – someone who just blazes away through a song. these are people like joe satriani or jimmy page. the other, he calls the side-man: this is the kind of player that does his best to blend into the band, be tasteful, and enhance what the singer is saying. these are people like the edge and johnny marr (the smiths, modest mouse, the cribs, and another personal hero). i’d rather be a side-man any day.
enough about that. there’s something else i want to talk about.
wow! boy lilioki is a cool song!
that’s not what i want to talk about either though.
if i can be more broad than just writing about our band here, there’s something i’ve been giving a lot of thought to lately. it was brought about by an episode of one of my favorite shows, king of the hill, and that is Christian music in general. there is an episode where bobby joins an “extreme youth group,” with their tattoos, their “satan sucks” t-shirts, and yes, their Christian rock and roll music. hank, who doesn’t want to see bobby treat Jesus as a fad, like most of us do with musical movements (you thought backstreet boys were cool, admit it), asks a Christian rock band, “can’t you see that you’re not making Christianity better? you’re just making rock and roll worse!”
go just ended. if you liked takk…, you’ll probably enjoy it.
but what hank said - and i realize that this is a mike judge penned line, but i’ve been made to think about these things from several odd sources (go read the article “radical love gets a holiday” by the great, although atheist historian sarah vowell and tell me you don’t want to try harder) - gave me pause about what i’m doing. am i treating Christ like He’s some kind of fad? is He nothing more to me than a silly little run through a d-major diatonic, or am i worshiping the best way that i know how? does my love of Christ go beyond my love of indie rock ‘n roll?
that last question, i believe is the most important. sometimes i’m afraid of what people will do when they “outgrow” this kind of music. personally, when i listen to “strong as death” (from our glorious sound ep) the ending gives me chills. there’s a wall of electric guitars and a tape delayed piano surrounding luke and lee’s vocals as they belt out, “the grave can’t hold me down! death can’t hold me down,” and in my opinion it’s quite powerful. but what happens to people when their tastes change? we have to be absolutely certain, that our faith isn’t so tied up in a certain style of preaching or a certain style of music that we’re lost when it goes away. i was somewhat upset when the church i grew up in abandoned the piano/organ/hymn thing in favor of the modern style (i love hymns), but that’s not what’s important.
what is important, if we look at the bigger picture, is that the same God that inspired king david to pick up a harp, the same God that sent the apostle paul on his missionary journeys, the same God that gave beethoven the skill to write the 9th even after he was struck deaf, has allowed something personal, as well as several other contemporary Christian bands to exist. whatever time that we have together, we’re determined to do our best with it.
one evening in corsicana, tx, a teenage boy walked up to us almost in tears, and told us that he had grown closer to God during his d-now weekend, and thanked us for being a part of it… that’s why we do what we do. that’s the only reason.
are we making rock and roll worse?
i hope not, because i do love rock and roll.
are we trying to make Christianity better?
no… saying that would imply that it’s flawed to start with.
we’re just trying to meet people where they are, and point them in the right direction.
sorry if that was long and dull, phillip will probably take back over with something less wordy and more entertaining again next time.
hope to see you on may 1! until then, please listen to our songs and tell us what you think. we’d always love to hear from you!
jake.
matt 5:16
***Shameless Plug Warning***
Back to Phillip now. As Jake stated about, Saturday May 1st, at the Young Life Building in Nacgodoches, at 8:30, Something Personal is opening (and some members backing) for Ben Campbell. He's a good friend of the band, and even appears on the 1st edition of our first E.P., on "I'll Fly Away". He's an outstanding musician and songwriter, and very well capable of making our own songs sound foolish by comparison. Luckily, he's so nice he would never do that...We hope.
Random S.P. Fact:
Super Fans, now is the time to distinguish yourselves from, and above, other "mere fans". So, if you are what is known as a Super Fan, take note.
In the first entry of the SPblog, in the "Random Fact" section, I declared that Fallout 3 was the current generation game of Something Personal. But, as you may have noticed, that doesn't cover the other generations of consoles.
The Official Second Generation video game of Something Personal is a little bomb called "King of Dragons". It's a sidescroller/action/fantasy game, that is pretty much impossible to beat. Each band member has been assigned one of the five "classes" or playable characters you can choose from.
Lee-Cleric
Luke-Wizard
Phillip-Elf
Jake-Fighter
KK-Dwarf
As always,
JPP
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
"We Came to Rattle the Building" and Sculpting in the Key of D
This is akin to busting open a can-of-worms. There's been many books written about this. This question resonated with me, and after a few minutes of thinking, I wrote a response. After a few days, reflecting on it, I think it will make a good blog post: a detailed account of how I(Phillip), at least, go about writing a song. Maybe I can get another band member to jot down their unique way of going about it for another time. And, of course, I had help from Luke choosing words and structuring the layout (just a side-note).
The music came from a simple progression in the key of D Luke played on the piano, to which I made up a lead guitar line for. From there, we made verse music, then the bridge, all the while working on the words as we went.
But, as far as the main idea and thought process behind the lyrics, and the original question, my answer was this:
"Wow, that is a big question. Just curious? Or have a more meaningful reason for asking? None-the-less, I'll see if I can articulate this to the extent it deserves. This may be more than you asked for.
First off, you should know I'm in a love affair with music.
God put a passion for music in my life before I really knew what was going on. It's no mystery now why He's lead me into this ministry, and continues to give me opportunities to serve in it. He gave me this love so I could one day use it to further His kingdom. And He's worked in so many ways through music I could hardly write it all. But, I'll try.
Music is my therapy. It's my true voice. It's how I work through things. When things are rough with the family (even in a great family like mine, things happen), I find refuge in the music God gives me. When tragic things happen, I let out all the things I bottle up inside through music. And when He chooses to bless me with fortune and joyous times, I rejoice through song.
As to how He inspires me to write, usually the songs I write are the same things He's teaching me, and having me work through at the moment. If He's bringing me through tough times, they tend to lean heavily on dependence and perseverance. If He's getting me to study a certain topic, my song reflects that pursuit.
Case-in-point, on the E.P., I wrote the song "Strong as Death". At that time I was reading and re-reading Song of Songs, looking at the intimate nature of God's love. I knew God as my Lord, and as a Father. And, even as a friend. But, not a lover. And I realized a need for that. A desperate need for that. So, the first part of the chorus of that song came from a passage of Song of Songs, talking about the strength of that intimate love, "Love as strong as death, it's jealousy unyielding as the grave. It burns like a raging fire, Illuminates like a mighty flame. Waters cannot quench, rivers cannot wash it away."
The last two line of the chorus I added. "Walk with me until the break of dawn, I need You to stay, I need You to stay." I wanted it to sound desperate, like I felt. With the verses, I wrote them to play off of that, and show God's willingness to be intimate too. Lines talking about holding hands, being in His embrace, etc.
The bridge/outro, "The grave can't hold me now, death can't hold me down" is a response to what I find in that closeness with God; the more I rely on Him, the closer I draw to Him, the stronger and more free I become. How I was dead without His extravagant love, yet, with it, I will conquer the grave one day. That love brings me to life.
The issues He places in my heart for me to learn/work on/contemplate on are the things I write about. And by writing them, turning them into music, its like the fruit finally blooming on a tree. Its the last step in realizing and giving these things a tangible feel, and a permanent place in my heart.
You can listen to the songs (and even download them) here: https://www.noisetrade.com/somethingpersonal#
Hope that wasn't overkill. Lol. Just an actually quick answer to your potentially huge subject."
Random S.P. Fact
Super Fans, now is the time to distinguish yourselves from, and above, other "mere fans". So, if you are what is known as a Super Fan, take note.
I'm proud of the fact that on our new E.P. it wasn't just one person's work that the rest of the band just played along for; each band member made huge contributions . The first three songs were written by three different members. At least four different members wrote the main musical progressions.
And, this last Sunday, at least three different, completely new songs were started. Let's just say we're still branching out, still growing. It may come to a point where none of our songs sound the same. From the evidence I see and hear, that may be the case. Get excited. We are on a precipice of awesome, and it will not belong before we stumble over the edge into pure awesome.
As always,
JPP
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Prodigious Subjects and an Excercise in Hyperlinking
We all love epic things. Admit it. That's why movies such as Avatar and Braveheart are so good, and so well loved. It's the prevailing factor in why books like "Moby Dick" and "Lord of the Rings" have the longevity they do. And, it's even a small part of why sections of the Bible are so gripping and awe-inspiring.
And, it's also why the Legend of Zelda is arguable the greatest video game series ever. And, right now, for a worthy cause, a few friends are playing through every main Zelda game to raise money for charity. 24 hours a day, non-stop until they are done 100%-ing each one. It's called Zelda Marathon. This is very much in the same mold as Mario Marathon, another fine institution. But, another reason all those fore-mentioned things are loved, is not all the epic-ness, but even closer to their centers are hearts. The Legend of Zelda has succeeded because of it's heart; the story, the characters, its personality win you over. And so, when something that already has a heart is being used for something actually important, like doctors and medicine for people who need it, it endears you more toward it.
Something else that has a big heart wrapped with an epic coating is our new Glorious Sound EP, which we officially released at the BSM two nights ago.
Thursday night, we once again were privileged to play for the great people at Crave. Speaking on the behalf of the rest of the guys (which I guess I do regularly, without realizing the implications, or the awesome power) we absolutely enjoyed it, and had a blast worshiping with everyone of you.
Sound intensity/volume is measured in something called decibels. And Something Personal likes decibels. A lot. To get a great, enveloping sound, where you don't have to worry about other people hearing you sing is something we go for, as well as just sounding over all better loud. Despite all of this, I could hear the crowd. Standing at the back of the band, next to the drums, right in front of Lee's amp and my bass amp, next to another monitor, I could hear people singing. And that is just ridiculous and fantastic.
We covered a new song, which may or may not have even been released yet. "Like a Lion" is a great song, and I was excited about playing it. The first measure of the chorus we drop out to nothing but vocals. So, the part came, we all dropped out except Luke, and I could hear people singing it. But, how could they know the melody already? Can you all follow along that well? You hadn't even heard it yet. But, you sang it loud. And being onstage, hearing that, gives you a feeling that is hard to describe.
Back to the EP, though, we hope everyone enjoys it, and is blessed by it. We worked hard on it, just for you folks, and we had fun amidst all the work. I love the fact that all the members of the band had such a heavy hand in this; lyrics were written by different people, music was made up by different members. KK might write most the lyrics for a song, and Jake would have great music to put to it. Lee would have a great vocal part to add to something Luke composed. And I think this makes the entire thing even better.
And yes, there are a few epic moments on the EP. But at its center, there's a modest heart, and one that I hope speaks to people in a sincere way.
Random S.P. Fact
Super Fans, now is the time to distinguish yourselves from, and above, other "mere fans". So, if you are what is known as a Super Fan, take note.
We once had a conversation about how in England, toilet paper has to be edible. For like 15 minutes, we discussed why and how and when.
And, we randomly bust out singing this.
Just a fair warning.
As always,
JPP
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Educational Quandaries, the Boundless Thomas Jefferson, and Sonic Quality
I’m going to start far away from the main subject, and cleverly weave the focus to the ends that I wish to achieve. Ready?
One of my favorite Presidents/historical figures of all time, especially in early American History, is Thomas Jefferson. Not only was he a great leader, but, also the only President to never veto a bill from Congress during his term. And, to quote President Kennedy, when he welcomed 49 Nobel Prize winners to the White House in 1962, saying, "I think this is the most extraordinary collection of talent and of human knowledge that has ever been gathered together at the White House – with the possible exception of when Thomas Jefferson dined alone."
You see, Thomas Jefferson was a polymath, not only being a significant leader, but also a fantastic writer, a horticulturist, paleontologist, architect, archaeologist, and an inventor (Urban legend has it that he invented the swiveling, rotating chair. Grade A awesome).
Now, you may know Something Personal as a band of musicians. While this fact is true, it doesn’t entirely encompass the unmitigated talents of The Five. Among us is one of the strongest Lost-Theories-Brain-Trees, experts on the theoretical plausibilitess of time travel, complete knowledge of how to survive a zombie apocalypse (sure, laugh now), and how to sing and play every country song ever written.
But, we did not become a band for any of those reasons. We began this band, which in itself is a bildungsroman* story, and endeavor still with temerity* for one reason: to create music that is hopefully inspiring and glorifying.
We’ve long tried our hand at recording, and making that recording sound as professional as we can. And I’m happy to say, I think we’re within a breath of reaching that. I’m listening to two songs, or what has been recorded of the songs so far, and I’m giggling at how awesome parts of it sound. More importantly than that, by all means, is that the fans will soon have some substantial, something of worthy quality for fans as unrelentlessly loyal and ubiquitously great as we have.
First, we’ll have an EP ready for the BSM worship/concert coming up soon. That’s to tide everyone over until the full album has been hammered down, steel-set, and polished.
***SHAMELESS PLUG WARNING!***
Next week, on Thursday, March 4, Something Personal will be playing at the BSM, on
And we will something very exciting for everyone. With some trepidation, but more exploding excitement, we’ll be releasing “The Glorious Sound EP”. It will more than likely double our previous offerings in terms of content, and more than quadruple them in quality. It’s about time our fans got what they deserved: a big bear-hug and a metaphorical “cash-basket” of sonic bliss.
Random S.P. Fact:
Super Fans, now is the time to distinguish yourselves from, and above, other "mere fans". So, if you are what is known as a Super Fan, take note.
So far, four guitars (that I know of) have been named in Something Personal. Naming guitars started with blues players, naming them after women (sometimes their wives…sometimes. Come on, they’re blues players. That’s one of the many reasons they have “the blues”). My acoustic’s name has only very recently come forth, and few know it. Lee’s and Luke’s have been better documented, including Lee’s new baby. So far, here’s the list of what we have.
Luke’s Acoustic:
Lee’s Stratocaster: Landry
Lee’s Semi-Hollow Tele: Leslie
Phillip’s Acoustic: Lisa.
See if you can figure out the meaning behind a few of the names. Some are painfully easy, and almost difficult in their simple logic. And some would stretch even a polymath (see, I just went fill circle. Boom).
As always,
JPP
*Yes, those are two words I recently discovered, and couldn’t help but throw in. They’re such good words!
Monday, January 11, 2010
Concerning Priorities, and Band News Too (Expanded Edition 2.1, The Sequel incl. Special Features)
First, as of this last Saturday night, the Dallas Cowboys ended their 13 year post-season-win drought. The band was able to watch the second half, and we haven't laughed nor had such a good time watching a Cowboys game ever. Though the MNF Buffalo certainly was exciting, and had a nail biting finish, this game had all the escapade with half the worry and heart stopping uncertainty. So, congratulations America's Team, for dominating a team that you "couldn't beat three times in a row". If the band can be near as consistent as Miles Austin's strong, ball-hawking hands, we'll be in great, great shape.
Second, hat's off, thumbs up, and all around great job to the Kountry Cafe, a diner right outside of Center, for being fantastic, and coercing us to want to make it our "usual" place. Whether is was the chicken fried steak, the char-burger, or the shrimp po-boy, as(*spoiler alert on the hyperlink) Jake said, "My soul is panting". And that was before they had the chocolate cheese cake. "Impressed" is not the word that comes to mind. "Dominated by flavor" is closer to the truth I'm seeking to express. If you're in Center, head out towards the airport (HWY 7 East), and right across from the airport lays this clandestine, home-grown wonderland of taste and reasonable prices. The only lament is that David Lee Harrison could not share this treasure with us.
Oh, and the band has had the great pleasure of leading worship at a D-Now at FBC Center this last weekend. And, the D-Now lead into a revival that we are currently in the middle of. So, if you just happen to be in the area, come to FBC Center at 6:30 not only to hear your favorite band, but to hear a stimulating message and be "Revitalized".
Though I joke about Cowboys and great food having more preeminence, all these things are temporary concerns and while they are fun, wonderful things, the truth is there are more important matters.
Such as, as of Sunday morning, we have a new sister in Christ.
And, that's what all of this crazy stuff is about. Late nights practicing, working through technical problems, doing our best to lead people in little songs that are hardly adequate for a Holy God, and all the things associated with leading praise and worship have one end-point, and one goal: to see people moved and changed by Christ. We'll never know how many people we've actually influenced; the number that have accepted Christ because of us in some part will never been realized, and maybe that's for the better. But to know that we had a part in one is more satisfaction than I can bear. That an all powerful God would use a few college musicians to advance the lines of His Kingdom.
The weekend was great, and the week seems to share the same molding, the luminescence brought by a moving weekend. Thanks to all that have supported us, and for the assurances and complements after the services. They are always appreciated, and we are thankful for all the support.
(Here comes the new content. Edit powers, engage.)
With the revival now done, we settle back down into a more normal schedule, with more "plans" to record and work on new music.
Thanks to everyone who was so gracious and supportive after the show; we really do appreciate it. And thanks to The J.B. for inviting us to come play at the church where 3/5's the band grew up.
And, to be clear, nerdy interests are nothing to be ashamed of. These things should be upholstered on banners, waved proudly against the wind in bright colors and embroidered golden. That being said, a big thanks to our new buddy, Chad Poe, for not only being an excellent, moving speaker, but for discussing alternate time lines in Marvel, theologies of Lost, and the axioms of D.C.'s endeavors. To be fair, we truly did talk much about sports, football in particular, but when a man shares his views on the dichotomy of the Marvel v.s D.C. argument*1, you are able to witness a little part of his soul. And we saw much of Chad's.
Closing out tonight, looking back, the D-Now/Revival seemed more practical in its approach than emotional, despite the fact our worship and the messages both possessed some. But more than just make you feel good, the purpose, at least from my reception of it, was a deep seeded encouragement, planted by grace and raised up by hope. Challenging, yes, but closer to what the title of the event was anyway, "Revitalize". To recharge those batteries, to refresh the soul. Or, more accurately, to coerce the heart to beat again, and beat with the Love of Jesus not only for ourselves, but for others. More than I feel guilted into pushing my Christianity into the world's face, I feel the push to live a life of humble love, paving a strong, heavy road with gentle kindness, and a little God given grace.
That just got serious. To bring this post full circle, my favorite super hero HAS to be Spider-man. Followed by Roger Staubach. Followed maybe by Chad Poe.
Random S.P. Fact
Super Fans, now is the time to distinguish yourselves from, and above, other "mere fans". So, if you are what is known as a Super Fan, take note.
Short and sweet.
Something Personal. Is. Music.
Not, but really, Something Personal has a new sub, and it is a behemoth. And, the sub has been christened "JUGHEAD". That name is more accurate than you know. Trust us.
As always,
JPP
P.S.
1*(The dichotomy is this: the argument's purpose is to decide which brand of comic is better. D.C. or Marvel? Yet, without the other, neither would have reached the heights, nor the quality, that both possess now. The competition was good for them. Yet, the discussion still has to be made which is superior. In this writer's humble opinion, Marvel holds the upper hand.)
Thursday, December 17, 2009
We haven't dissapeared, We Promise
When your rhythm guitar player thinks you should update the blog, then it probably has been a while.
We'll pick up with the band right where we left off: with the band not doing too much. And not because we don't desire to. We truly do. But as I stated earlier, time is precious and hard to come by these days.
One ray of light in the darkness of non-progress happened about two weeks ago. Usually the band works on a song with all five of us in the room, all at our instruments, working on the song together. Two weeks ago, though, Luke and I locked ourselves in the 146, and both at key boards and computers, wrote a song. An entire song. We even have a Reason track to go with it, and had a demo recorded by the end of the day. Just a personal opinion, I think the song could turn into a monster. So, that is some progress and some work being done.
We do have something for our fans this holiday season, though. If you venture to our facebook page, we have two Christmas songs for any to listen and download. Recorded live around this time last year, if you need help getting into the Christmas spirit, one listen of these songs will have you jollier than old St. Nick.
Random S.P. Fact
Super Fans, now is the time to distinguish yourselves from, and above, other "mere fans". So, if you are what is known as a Super Fan, take note.
Since I, and the majority of the band really, have been playing Modern Warfare 2 (which our good friend Brandon Batchelor is a demigod at) so much recently, I guess I have video games on the brain. Back in high school, KK and I, along with some other classmates (maybe including Luke; my memory is fuzzy) planned, and started pre-production on a video game, including the soundtrack. KK and I composed most of the soundtrack, and let Jake and Lee hear some of it one Sunday, which both liked. So, as well as being musicians, we may have some video game designers in here. So, don't be surprised if a side project comes from somewhere in the band involving video game based music. The guy who is tied to be our number 1 fan and I already have a few video game based songs.... All I'm saying is, don't be surprised.
As always,
JPP
P.S. Good luck to the Cowboys Saturday night, as they travel to play the undefeated Saints in New Orleans. Hopefully good will triumph, and God's team can end the week with a victory.